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Gracious Uncertainty
. . . it has not yet been revealed what we shall be . . . —1
John 3:2
Our
natural inclination is to be so precise— trying always to forecast accurately
what will happen next— that we look upon uncertainty as a bad thing. We think that
we must reach some predetermined goal, but that is not the nature of the
spiritual life. The nature of the spiritual life is that we are certain in our
uncertainty. Consequently, we do not put down roots. Our common sense says,
"Well, what if I were in that circumstance?"
We cannot presume to see ourselves in any circumstance in which we have never been.
We cannot presume to see ourselves in any circumstance in which we have never been.
Certainty
is the mark of the commonsense life— gracious uncertainty is the mark of the
spiritual life. To be certain of God means that we are uncertain in all our
ways, not knowing what tomorrow may bring. This is generally expressed with a
sigh of sadness, but it should be an expression of breathless expectation. We
are uncertain of the next step, but we are certain of God. As soon as we
abandon ourselves to God and do the task He has placed closest to us, He begins
to fill our lives with surprises. When we become simply a promoter or a
defender of a particular belief, something within us dies. That is not
believing God — it is only believing our belief about Him. Jesus said, ".
. . unless you . . . become as little children . . ." (Matthew 18:3 ).
The spiritual life is the life of a child. We are not uncertain of God, just uncertain
of what He is going to do next. If our certainty is only in our beliefs, we
develop a sense of self-righteousness, become overly critical, and are limited
by the view that our beliefs are complete and settled. But when we have the
right relationship with God, life is full of spontaneous, joyful uncertainty
and expectancy. Jesus said, ". . . believe also in Me" (John 14:1
), not, "Believe certain things about Me". Leave everything to
Him and it will be gloriously and graciously uncertain how He will come in— but
you can be certain that He will come. Remain faithful to Him.
Oswald Chambers from My
Utmost for His Highest
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